PTC AND EASTER

Hey people. Yeah I am kinda of late in saying Blessed Easter but I still wanted to do it. So first lets do PTC. 

                                                                        ☛PTC☚
Lets get the basics down first. PTC stands for parent teacher conference or commonly known to people from my word as report card day. So this was actually my first PTC that I am attending with my mother in RIS. It was s weird to actually be able to go to sleep without worrying about the BS the teachers would come up with and I was good. No reason for alarm. So we saw all my teachers. Yup all eight of them. It was so weird for me and maybe even my mom to only get positive comments. The only negative ones were "she needs to talk more". I know shocker. Teachers used to say I never shut up but lately have realised I don't talk as much. I guess that I have matured because I noticed I back down from verbal arguments even though I know I am right but the person won't listen. I mean what's the point in wasting breath.? Yup, those words have just come out of my mouth. I used to be the one that talks and argues and debates a lot even for fun but now I realised that even in my circle of friends I am quieter. Even at home. I only speak when I have too or need too. I don't just talk any more. I am starting to write A LOT. I freaking restarted my diary. I mean I stopped that two years ago and when I was writing, I was very withdrawn and felt unheard, I cannot have a relapse. Anyways, how did I get here. Back to the topic, a lot of teachers were like you have potential and I really needed to hear it. I was seriously doubting myself. I think I believed all those people who said I could not do it and it was hard. But it was nice hearing that. Another thing that cracked me up was that a few teachers said I was "hardworking". Really me? I mean really? If I really worked hard my work would be super neat and organised and I would take a whole lot more initiative and actually study but yeah never gonna happen. So basically, it was a good day and to top it off I had lunch with mum and my sissy.

                                                                      ✞EASTER✞
I had a blast going to church for the Easter musical. This year it was heaven and earth rejoice. You know it was kind of sad and painful to watch it, twice I might add. The focus was mainly on the dance and not so much the acting and singing. So if you know me well enough you know I am a sucker for dance. The thing was it was all BALLET! Yes for the hundredth time I don't do ballet but I want to.  So what is so painful watching that dance? Well I wanted to be there duh!  Besides how was I suppose to make it to rehearsals  with school? There always is a next time. But all in all It was a good performance and my favourite scene was the temping scene. Oh and I realised I still can't bear to watch the crucifixion scene. :(